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Lets get physical!

2005-08-02T21:02:00.000-07:00

i wanna share you a pic of our pe uniform.. la lang... its much better than the uniform of the tamaraws ... hehehe no offencement!

PRELIMS..PRESSURE..

2005-07-26T11:40:00.000-07:00

My 2 practical exams are over!! at last.. ofcourse i had high grades(sa practical lang) this week ill be havin the written exams.. *sigh* so much pressure.. but i am hoping that itll be ok.. yesterday i had no classes because its a holiday.. but i didnt had a chance to review for my exams.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! im havin a hard time now with my life!!

A New Week, A New Start

2005-07-20T14:15:00.000-07:00

weeeeew! its been ages since my last post.. well ive been busy at school.. ive got new aquaintances.. new friends.. its fun havin such crazy friends.. last week ive been so lonely.. but they changed me. moving on.. i just saw a new movie last night.. me, together with my 2 friends decided to watch a movie at gateway yesterday.. weve seen the movie "IF ONLY".. it was a very good movie.. i really liked the story.. at some point youll feel so much inlove.. it is now one of my favorite movies ever.. i liked the song.. cant wait to have its soundtrack.. but the movie at the end is tragic.. it is somewhat a tragic love story.. all i can say is that.. when you are in a realtionship, give your best, youll never know when your time will come then youll regret that you didnt gave your best to your partner.. *sigh* i wonder if when will it happen to me when your partner do sweet stuffs for you.. its been a month since ive been alone.. aaarrrrggghh!!! im being mushy!! i hate it when im bein like that! im not really a mushy person but at some instances i am.. im just not aware that i am.. ang gulo noh?? hehehe

HOLD ON....

2005-07-11T22:40:00.000-07:00

A Blessed Sunday..

2005-07-10T21:19:00.000-07:00

Im back here at my dorm.. before i went here i dropped by at the mall to buy the cd of hale.. now i got myself a copy of their album.. while im doin this entry at this moment im listening to it.. its really good... your 250 bucks is worth it.. for me its a mellow rock or alternative.. i recommend their album.. you will never regret.. i dont know.. but its so good... now hale is one of my fav local bands.. i really cant get enough of their songs.. im always waitin for their videos at the tv and it sucks thats why i decided to get myself a copy of their record.. im plannin to buy some good charlotte's repackaged album maybe this weekend.. yesterday i was at the mall.. i bought some new stuff which is that i really need.. this weekend i went out alone.. i was supposed to go with my bestfriend ninotchka but apparently she txted me and she told me that she cant go with me coz shes at tagaytay with her classmates.. i was so disappointed because we already planned to go out this weekend for a week. well its ok there are a lot of time for us to hang out.. *sigh*... now im all alone goin out to the mall.. but before i cant go alone.. there are a lot of changes in my life this time.. im still adjustin but im gettin used to it.. i still have to do 2 assignments for my psychology class and my english class... and i have to review for my hasop class becuase we have an exam tommorow.. what a busy night for me.. so till my next post! this is what happened to me this day.. a blessed sunday.. (i cant believe i didn't attend mass! i have no one to go with.. but its not an excuse.. hehehe sorry..)

The Time of my LIFE..

2005-07-09T01:18:00.000-07:00

My God!! i'm so overwhelmed.. i can still feel the adrenaline rush.. this night is the best night of my life.. I've already fulfilled my dream and that is to see my fav band play.. I've seen The concert of GOOD CHARLOTTE.. I'VE SEEN THE VOCALIST (JOEL MADDEN) face to face.. coz were near the stage.. If I wasn't forced by my friend michael and my mom to watch the show i wouldnt be this happy.. i know ang babaw ko.. who cares.. all i know is that im so happy.. as in so happy!! after my last class (p.e.) i decided that i will watch the concert.. i have no plans on watching the show.. i dont know.. i dont want to let this good opportunity just to pass by.. at the line outside of the venue i was so excited.. i cant wait to get in.. we got there early.. i think we got in at 8pm but the show started at 8:30 pm i think.. before GC some of the local bands played.. the first one was KAMIKAZEE.. theyre good.. they played 3 songs.. i only know the 2 songs.. which is CHICKSILOG and TSINELAS.. after them TYPECAST is on.. ive heard about them but i really dont know their songs.. they only played 2 songs.. because the vocalist got irritated with the crowd.. its because the crowd is not into them so the vaoclist ditched out of the stage.. after them MAYONNAISE played.. i like the band.. they played 3 songs.. i only know the 2 songs which has a video.. after them CHICOSCI played.. i know the band.. i liked the songs they played.. but the song PARIS really caught my attention.. it was good.. then the most exciting part of the night is when GC came out of the stage.. the first song they played was "THE ANTHEM" that was my fav song from them ever..after that i cant remember how many songs or what songs they played.. but what the heck i enjoyed the night.. one thing i can't forget is when JOEL (vocalist) went into to crowd.. he was so near i can almost touch his hand.. but i was taking pictures of him.. i cant miss that.. soon ill post some of the pics taken from the concert.. there are clips too but i dont know if i can upload it here because i dont know any site who hosts that kind of file.. that was the greatest show ive ever seen in my whole life.. i have no regrets.. im so obsessed with that band for almost 7 years i think.. ive been waiting for them to play here at manila for a long time.. i will never ever forget this wonderful exprience that happened.. i dont know how i feel.. im happy because ive already seen them play.. but sadly.. it's over.. the show ened at 1230 i think.. but i gots to see them face to face.. the price was a bit cheaper than the concert of AVRIL and SIMPLE PLAN (which i did not enjoy) so.. the money i spent was really worth it..

GOOD CHARLOTTE ROCKED MY NIGHT!!

Overwhelmed / Underwhelmed

2005-07-07T17:47:00.000-07:00

I know you can be underwhelmed, and you can be overwhelmed, but can you ever just be, like, whelmed?

10 Things I Hate About You..

2005-07-07T17:45:00.000-07:00

I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick -- It even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right.

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh --Even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it that you're not around And the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I DON'T hate you -- Not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all...

Methods of LOVE...

2005-07-07T12:52:00.000-07:00

+kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek------------------"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-------------------"i adore you"

+kiss on the shoulder---------------"i want you"
+kiss on the lips--------------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands---------------------"we can learn to love each other"

+a wink-----------------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt--------------------"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you"

+holding on tight--------------------"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes------"let's get romantic"

+pulling hair on head----------------"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist-------------"i love you so much to let go"

Broken Sonnet

2005-07-07T12:38:00.000-07:00

I’ll say it all over again That I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU... I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY...I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY DO...‘cause tonight i’ll leave my FEARS behind ‘cause tonight i’ll be RIGHT AT YOUR SIDE..Lie down right next to ME Lie down right next to ME And I will NEVER LET GO Will NEVER LET GO... But still i see the tears from your eyes....Maybe i’m just NOT THE ONE FOR YOU...

A lot like LOVE

2005-07-07T11:25:00.000-07:00

Ive checked my friendster and i saw a post of one of my classmates and this is what she has to say...

masarap sana magmahal kung mahal karin ng taong mahal mo...kaya lang sabi nila wen you love you should not expect anything in return kasi ndi na magiging love un...we should love unconditionally..we must also think that wen we love and wen we let them love us we are giving them the oppurtunity to hurt us(diba jehan??)....ndi ba pwedeng maging mutual nalang ang feeling para walang ng nasasaktan???masasabi nalang talaga natin..unfair talaga minsan ang love..well,blame it to our hypothalamus hehe....ce'st la vie!!!

here's another from her..

bakit ganun????there are pipol na lam naman nila na love natin sila naghahanap parin ng iba???kainis talaga the feeling huh!?ndi ba nila manotice yun o talagang manhin lang sila????ndi ba nila alam na masakit ang mareject???so bad...so sad talaga...hay naku i really hate the feeling!!

I really agree on what she had said.. *sigh* well that's life.. all i can say is that life is a choice.. you gotta take the risk..

Drop it like it's hot..

2005-07-07T11:09:00.000-07:00

This week seems to be ok.. but this one subject of mine really bothers me.. (sociology) i wanted to drop that subject but ewan ko.. nanghihinayang ako.. pero i dont know if i can pass that subject.. i really dont have any interest with that subject.. dagdagan pa ng super boring at super demanding na prof.. i dont know what am i going to do.. should i drop the subject or not? well its still early for me to decide but i can sense that i will not pass that subject.. ill probably think about it this weekend.. i really am hoping na tama decision ko at hindi ako mag reregret..

The Day You Said GOODNIGHT...

2005-07-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

To be is all I got to be......And all that I see......And all that I need this time......To me the life you gave me......The day you said goodnight......If you could only know me......Like your prayers at night......Then everything between you and me will be alright......

This Day......

2005-07-04T19:09:00.000-07:00

here are some of my pics taken awhile ago after i got home from skul...

serious....

angas...

mukha ba akong hoodlum?? hehehe..

pacute.. hahaha!!

kainis last subject ko... p.e. aba pinauwi kami ng prof namin.. im so pissed.. i forgot to bring p.e. uniform din kase eh.. and im not aware that we already need to bring that uniform.. so ayun lang nangyari this day...

Sociology sucks!!

2005-07-04T14:34:00.000-07:00

Im here at skul.. we had no professor with my 1-2 class(college reading and writing) thats why i decided to post a new blog.. well i didnt attend to my sociology class because i thought we will have a recitation but when i asked my classmate at socio itll be next meeting.. my goodness umabsent pa ako pero next meeting pa pala recitation namin! i hated that subject.. because of the professor.. tambak mag bigay ng assignment.. imagine mag papa assignment akala mo gagawa ka ng term paper.. kainis diba and i dont have any interest with that subject.. recitation namin about sa medium term development plan ni pres gma.. i dont have any idea about that.. i hope that ill pass this subject.. i cant afford to fail in any of my subjects enrolled this sem..sociology really suck.. because of my professor.. now im just killin time for my next subject.. i really hope that my next class would be fine.. its a nonesense monday.. *sigh* i cant wait for another weekend.. i miss hangin out with my friends.. i miss gimmiks.. i miss parties..

A New START...

2005-07-01T18:36:00.000-07:00

It's been so many days since my last post.. nag kasakit kasi ako kaya i had no chance to update this blog..

last wednesday ive seen the movie "War of the Worlds" at g4. It's pretty good('coz Steven Spielberg directed it) but i didn't liked it that much.. i don't know why.. the effects are good.. i just didn't liked the ending of the movie..

This week nothin unsual naman happened.. im just busy with the usual stuffs.. school works usually.. for this week i've been absent for 2 days.. last monday and thursday.. grabe kasi influenza ko.. it's been a long time nung magkasakit ako kaya i'm not already aware kung anong feeling to be sick and it's so hard.. here are some of my pics.. this was taken awhile ago after i came home from school.. actually there are a lot but here are my few favorite shots..

What's the sense?!

2005-06-23T01:15:00.000-07:00

mejo serious ung post ko na nauna dito heheheh.. dramathon sa maghapon.. wala lang.. my god i almost forgot may practical exam pa pala ako tom 9am!! mejo naaliw ako ng konti ah.. haaaaaaaaaaaaay!! grabe kaka start palang ng classes pero tambak na agad ng school works.. nakakapagod... wala na nga rin ako time to watch tv eh.. puro nalang assignments, review, basa, quiz, haaaaaay!! pero it's much better rather than wala ako ginagawa.. miss ko na cna paris hilton and nicole ritchie!! it's been a long time since ive seen that show..(simple life) well malapit nanaman weekend.. fri kasi we don't have any classes because it's manila day! haba ng bakasyon..san kaya maka gimmik?? hehehe oh well eto muna for this post gtg may practical exam pa pala ako e.. til the next post!! walang sense post ko ngaun noh?? hehehe sorry ka nalang binasa mo eh wala ka naman napala! hahaha! mejo may topak lang ako ngaun..

Life's a ROLLERCOASTER!!

2005-06-23T00:58:00.000-07:00

I'm back for a new track.. I just got off from the rollercoaster ride of my life.. This day I've started a new life.. A new beginning.. I don't wanna look back from the past shits that's been on me.. I'm really thankful for havin true friends on my side when I'm down.. Thanks sa bestfriend ko na c notz for the advices.. To Noel thanks a lot for always being there... For listening.. I really appreciate the time you have given me...I didn't expect that this would happen.. Now I know who really is true and who's not.. Expect the unexpected.. Anything is possible.. That's why you should be ready to face and conquer for what may happen to you.. Life is a choice.. That's why I chose to live my life like this from now on.. I don't really understand what's happenin with my life.. I did everything I can, to get what's good for me but I got nothin'.. Do I really deserve a life like this? Well anyways what happened to me the other day(June 21, 2005) was a big shock.. I don't wanna elaborate on that.. But that really was a big shock for me.. I have no choice but to accept the fact and just move on..

I am what is what I am..

2005-06-21T16:04:00.000-07:00

I KNOW PEOPLE SAY ALL KINDS OF THINGS ABOUT ME (SOME ARE TRUE, SOME ARE FALSE, AND OTHERS JUST PLAIN VICIOUS, MALICIOUS RUMORS SPREAD TO DISCREDIT MY NAME) BUT THEY REALLY HAVE NO IDEA OF ALL THE SHITS THATS BEEN ON MY LIFE...ALL THE WORK, THE FIGHTING, THE BITCHINESS AND THE LOVE... I AM NOT EXPECTING ALL MY LOVE AFFAIRS TO LAST FOR LONG, NOR AM I FOOLING MYSELF THAT MY DREAM OF MEETING THE RIGHT PERSON WHO WOULD LOVE ME FOR WHO AND WHAT I AM WOULD COME TRUE. BEING USED TO SHORT-TERM ROMANCES, I ANTICIPATE MORE TO COME, THOUGH AM NOT SAYING THAT IS WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR BECAUSE I DREAD THE FACT THAT IT HAPPENS BECAUSE I SEEM TO MEET ALL THE WRONG PERSON AT THE RIGHT TIME OR THE RIGHT PERSON AT THE WRONG TIME.

LIFE

2005-06-21T15:34:00.000-07:00

It is not true that life is one damn thing after another---It's one damn thing over and over...

Ordinary day

2005-06-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

Its a very tiring day for me today although we got dismissed early.. Thats why i decided to go online and update my blog.. I checked my friendster and my friend sent me a message.. He told me that my fav band is here this july.. (by the way its good charlotte) I've switched from punk to techno..but still i love good charlotte.. before i was so obsessed with gc.. but ive changed.. I dont know why.. cguro it was my friends who influenced me to listen to trance techno and house.. When it comes to my life now.. I'm still adjusting to my new environment..(ive transferred to a dorm) im still adjusting when it comes to school.. different subjects, professors, classmates and new aquaintances..When it comes to my lovelife naman.. hmmmm im so confused to whats happenin right now.. hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko..there are a lot of problems occuring.. i dont know how to resolve and work things out.. mejo sabay sabay pa.. sumabay pa sa school.. im focusin more of my studies now.. im really eager to change myself this sem.. but still mejo magulo pa tlaga pero my studies are my first priorities at this moment.. I really am hoping to run things out nice and slow..

Thank GOD it's SATURDAY!!

2005-06-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

Finally its weekend nanaman!! too bad wala ako gimmik tonight.. mejo busy in kasi with school works and stuffs.. ill take a break muna from gimmiks.. well cguro punta nalang ako ng mall later... uuwi na din kasi ako later sa house namin at pasig to get my stuffs.. ill probably watch a movie nalang.. madagascar kaya.. hehehe i love that movie eventhough it is for kids.. i do love animated films.. i like to move it move it... i like to move it move it.. i like to move it move it.. you like to MOVE IT! lolz

My First Blog

2005-06-17T23:11:00.001-07:00

This is my first blog entry.. wala lang i just decided to make a blog for myself.. i really wanted to make a blog before pa.. kaya lang wala tlagang time.. pero ngaun.. ewan ko.. tinopak lang ako.. well.. may classes nanaman.. pero unlike before magseseryoso na ako when it comes to my studies.. i dont know why all of a sudden kinareer ko na studies ko.. ive transferred narin kasi ako here at manila near my school thats why mas ginaganahan ako mag aral.. im now staying with my cousin.. pero every weekends umuuwi parin ako sa pasig... i love my schedule ngaun.. mas comfortable.. new sem.. new classmates.. new friends.. today i had my class.. same as usual.. lectures.. recitations..assignments..research... o diba.. kaka start palang ng classes pero we already have so many things to do.. then next week may quiz na agad.. ayun.. after class kanina my friend gelo txtd me.. nag meet kami.. nagulat ako when i got his message.. andun na daw cya sa skul.. hehehe..then i invited him to visit our friend noel at ust.. ayun.. mejo matagal bago namin nahagilap c noel.. then after weve met noel nag coffee kami near ust.. then umuwi na c gelo.. ininvyt pa ako ni noel pumunta sa condo nya.. wala lang.. hang out.. kwentuhan.. sumunod din c nomel.. ayun.. we had a great time kasi nag kita kita nanaman kami.. pero this time madadalas na kami mag kita kita kasi were near na.. a few blocks away lang condo ni noel and isang jeepney ride lang naman sa condo ni nomel..mga bandang 9pm when i decided to go home.. kasi i thought tonight kami susunduin ng uncle ko.. pero ndi pa pala.. sayang i wanted to stay longer pa naman with them.. pero may next time pa naman eh.. i hope.. hehehe.. ayun lang nangyari sakin for this day...